Tribute to Jimmy!!

I am so sad that Jimmy is not with us on this earth anymore and sometimes struggle to know what do now. I wish I could take away everyones pain and change things so that this terrible thing had not happened. But I have decided that I want to not only honor Jimmy by education and hopefully prevention of the dangers of prescription drugs but also through my actions to those around me. I have made mistakes in my life that I wish I could change. I wish I had been a better big sister, an example to those that followed. I have tried to right my wrongs and become a better person and want to continue to do so as I honor the brother that I loved so much. I know that is what Jimmy wants for us and from us and he would not, could not have left us if he had not known that we could handle it and do what needed to be done. I believe Jimmy wants us to be happy, to find joy in the little things like a baby, a sunrise, a quiet moment, and the love of those around us. He wants us to be there for each other to help each other through this difficult time and become closer in spite of it all. He wants us to reach out to those around us and always look out for the one who is left out or left behind. He wants us to be there for Jackie and Jayden and let them know that he loved them and make sure that they know who to come to when they are in need. He wants us to cherish the love that we have in our lives from those around us. He wants us to forgive each other and ourselves. He wants us to remember the good times and know that what ever experiences that we have in the future he is there with us. My tribute to Jimmy and I hope all of ours is turning the quote that we will remember him by into the motto to live life by; "In Death as in Life he brought us closer. Never Forget!!!" I love you Jimmy and I will never forget!!

Happy Birthday Jason

Happy Birthday Jason! We miss you and love you so much!

My Kids!!

Jeremy & Meg- You are so good for each other. It has been so fun watching you grow together. You are wonderful parents. Thank you for being an example to those who follow.

Jason & Courtney- I miss seeing you two together but I know that someday you will be together forever. I am so glad that you are both part of my life. I miss you Jason more that I can say but I am so glad that you brought me Courtney before you left!

Crysta & Ryan- It has been so fun watching best friends fall in love. I am so excited to see where life leads you in the years to come. I am so grateful that you are both always there for me no matter what I need.

Sarah- What would I do without my right hand girl. As you grow up I know that you will not always be at my side and it makes me sad. But I am grateful for the strong independent girl that you have become, have always been really. You are wise beyond your years and I sometimes think you should have been the mother : )

Lauren- You are so fun and funny you crack me up everyday. You have such a kind and compassionate heart. Thank you for bringing such joy and laughter into my life!

Danielle- All the babies love you and so do I, you are so organized and crafty. I want to be just like you when I grow up! I know you are growing up but in my heart you will always be my baby (sorry)!

Lexi- You are so much fun. I love it when you come to my house to play. I love it when you call me Granny and tell me all about your day (even if I can't understand it all)

Brecken- You are so sweet. I love your hugs and when you reach out for me to hold you. Who knew that being a grandma would be so much fun!